Showing posts with label major. Show all posts
Showing posts with label major. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

From a Proud Liberal Arts Major

To all my liberal arts majors:
I picked these flowers 
specifically for you. 
Please enjoy them while
I fight our case below. 

I recently finished a class titled Ways of Reading.  It was hands down one of the most challenging, reading/writing intensive classes I have ever taken where I learned way more than I ever could have thought possible in one semester (and according to our Professor, the hardest class we will have to take as English majors.  Hooray for that!). The last two weeks of the class we read different chapters and articles on the importance of liberal and humanistic studies.

And for the first time at my math and science school I finally feel as if I, too, am just as capable, just as smart, just as talented as other majors at our school.  

There is such an emphasis here on engineering and pharmacy and mathematics and nursing and agriculture that I sometimes feel as if I am not in a "real" major, but rather simply in an "easy" alternative, The School of Liberal Arts.  My school has around 10 engineering buildings and I've got my one little run-down, quirky building (that we share with speech-pathology). 

I'm not (too) bitter, I know I chose a math/science school.  But I am a bit bitter that because my major is so small (it was just this past semester that I finally met another English major) that we are seen as lesser than, say, engineers.  

People always joke that it's a good thing I go to an engineering school so I can find a husband who will support me, that I can't possibly survive on just my English degree.  Maybe I'll have to move back in with my parents because I won't be able to find a job or be able to support myself (which is in no way true considering our school's job placement statistics has English right behind Engineering and before the business school. Don't believe me, click here).  

But in this class we learned about the importance of studying the humanities and the benefits that comes from it.  For example, the ability to critically analyze something.  That the ability to read a piece of literature and discover new things about either the text, the culture, the time period, or ourselves is being lost amongst students today (the explanation for this is an entire other post, being reserved for another day).  The ability to think for ourselves and to come to an understanding of WHY we believe that.  Liberal arts classes force us to read literature from a different perspective, teaching us to sympathize with those we cannot relate to.  This not only makes us better citizens in society, but also better human beings in the process (Please note: I am NOT saying that students in vocational studies are not capable of learning these things.). 

While I'm not specifically being trained for a certain job, I am learning different humanistic skills that will be able to transfer into any job (or any part of life, for that matter).  And that's something I think will be pretty darn useful.  

As I prepare to step down from my soap box, I want to say that I understand that every major here is just as difficult as the next one.  Engineering and English are two very different majors that use different parts of the brain and require different skills. They both require intelligent people and are both course-load heavy (trust me, I know.  This past semester I was reading around 300 pages a night AS WELL AS writing at least one paper.  My eyes are officially dry and my hands for sure must have carpal tunnel). 

My confession: Finally for the first time here, I am actually feeling and believing that I, too, am smart and intelligent and deserving of a spot at this school.  And it feels good, darn it. 

Thursday, September 12, 2013

a little thought on money

Caribbean, March 2012

Harney Peak, June 2012

Saint Louis, July 2013

The Dominican Republic, May 2013

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately on my future and money.  With English being my major, I know that when I get out of college I won't be making a lot of money.  And coming out of college with a degree where I'm not guaranteed a job-especially in this market-is a little scary.  What with loans and debt, I've been trying to avoid thinking about that.  But after multiple conversations with my parents, I think that I am starting to understand just how serious it is going to be to find a job to start paying off my debt.  And that scares me.

However, I don't want to change my major so that I can be guaranteed a job right after I graduate.  I love English.  While not being trained in my major for something specific, I still know that I'm in the right place, heading in the right direction.  I don't want to sit at a desk doing something I absolutely hate to earn a large pay check.  How terrible is that? I couldn't imagine wasting my life like that.  And don't get me wrong, I know I may have to work some jobs I don't like, but as long as they are stepping stones to get to where I want to be, then I think I can handle that. 

But as for this whole money thing.  

I don't want to live my life based off of what I can and cannot do because of how much money I have.  I recently found out that they are taking another trip back to the Dominican Republic this winter and my heart was so full of joy.  I told my parents I didn't want to miss out on doing things with my life because I have to worry about "saving for the future." I told them I wanted so badly to go back that I was going to pay for the trip on my own.  I wanted them to see how serious I was.  My heart yearns to go back to that beautiful country. I met so many incredible people, and I so badly want to go back and reconnect.  I can't even describe the people in that country I met, so full of love for life, each other, and Jesus.  And yet, even with all that love, there is still hate and evil happening there.  Hate and evil that needs to be gotten rid of. 

Due to familial circumstances, I don't know if I will be able to go back this winter, but being given this opportunity has really made me see how much desire I have to explore the world.  To go on more mission trips, making relationships all around the world.  To visit other countries to get a taste of their culture.  Visiting other states/countries gives me such  joy. I love taking in the atmospheres around me, trying to figure out what makes each place unique.  To not be able to do those things because of money makes me sad.  

I don't think God put us here on earth so we could sit around and waste it sitting at a desk working everyday.  Yes, we have to work, it's part of being human.  But that doesn't mean we can't go on adventures (even adventures in our towns/cities/states). 

My confession: I'm trying to be smart about money.  I don't want it to hold me back in life.  I want to spend my money in a way that glorifies God.  I want to spend money in a way that lets me live life.